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Five pounds heavier.

Somewhere in Vermont; Napa

Yesterday when I took the subway into the city to pick up keys from Cinde I had to cover my ears because the noise from all the people talking was making my head spin. I don't know, does that qualify as culture shock? Or insanity?

It was so quiet in Vermont I could hear the bees buzzing outside when I was sitting inside.

People keep asking me if I'm happy to be back and the answer is: yes, and no. "Yes" because I can't believe how attractive and well-dressed everyone is in this city. God I needed some eye candy.

And "yes" because it's nice to see my friends. Last night I went to see Fiveash at the Jones and Kerri and Jeff at Loreley and Cinde met up with me half way and ran around with me and we had a really good time.

"No" because of the buzzing in my head, the non-bee buzzing, that unstoppable noise of the city.

I think I just need to get used to it again.

This weekend: Mets game and Whitney's birthday party at the beer garden in Queens. And on Sunday I am totally sleeping till noon. Don't even try to stop me, because I will cut you.

(07/21/06)

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