It's Rose McGowan night at my house. Jawbreaker is on HBO. Scream (II maybe?) is on Fox. Devil In The Flesh is on later. That's one I hadn't heard of before. Here's the description from the HBO site:

"Hell hath no fury like a bad girl scorned. Ask Debbie's crazed grandmother. Ask her stormy love rival. Ask the drop-dead gorgeous teacher who rejected her amorous advances. It's not that Debbie throws teen temper tantrums, it's just that she'd rather kill than take "no" for an answer. Homicide never takes a holiday when Debbie's around. Rose McGowan stars."

I am not going to miss that shit for anything. I wouldn't say I'm a Rose fan per se, but I like the way she talks, and that whole slutty vibe she's got going is not as easy to pull of as one might think. She's unabashed, and I admire that. And she has a great ass.

In Scream she has blonde hair, which makes her look pretty wholesome. The blondes of this world can convey an innocence us dark-haired chicks will never be able to pull off, even when we wear our hair in pigtails.

I have given up hope on innocence.

I am not having a good day.

The days are getting longer, and I should be happy. I have started a new job, and I should be happy. I am stable and secure and loved, and I should be happy. But I feel discontent today. I feel like I am not doing enough, that I never do enough.

How much are you supposed to do anyway? Are you supposed to work 80 hours a week? Are those supposed to be a focused 80 hours? Are you supposed to work on your own stuff when you get home? Should I be getting up at 6AM every day to pound out a novel? Should I be taking yoga classes? Am I supposed to be in love? Am I supposed to be married?

Am I supposed to be doing something else?

Fuck it. All I want to do is watch Rose McGowan wear low cut tops and kill people all night.

College degree in action, kids. Right here. On Rose McGowan night.

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In other news:

I'm pretty sure there isn't going to be a better party in nyc on Saturday night than this one. I'll be working the door. Stop by and say hello.

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